you....remind me of...something dark

tonight.....I'm sitting here. Right now.....
in front of my laptop and going to write a thing or two about something...
yes, something....

well, these days (or since the first meet?) I've been paying attention with someone who looks like someone. um, got it?
yea, I don't wanna mention that guy, anyway.. I'm just..thinking that he really looks like someone who ever took a part in my life.
why am I saying that? the main reason is....his body smell. his perfume. it's so damn similar with that 'someone'. sometimes, when I just have few centimeters with him, I can smell his perfume and instantly say in my heart, "oh god damn it". ya ya ya I totally know it's not a good words or something. but..hey! I don't even know why I'm being like that...
just......yeah, it's pissing me off a bit. just a little bit. but...the most is I feel so sad, maybe? no. um, yes. because he reminds me of something bad. something that I don't wanna remember anymore, and something dark. a dark past. but, he is him. he is not that 'someone'. I know. I know every single about it.....

but I'm writing about this guy doesn't mean that I still have a feeling about that 'someone'. no. I have nothing for him (that 'someone'). it's gone. PF! like a magic :p
so....I just wanna share this things for fun. hehehe...... I wanna tell you that I have a friend who looks like someone......
don't take it seriously :)